Good for you darkplace. Im writing this from a hotel room, because my wife threw me out due to my drinking. She gave me a bunch of chances, but finally I pushed her to this point. That being said, I do feel your pain, very much so. Because she and I are still married, I still have to communicate with her and I get choked up most of the time. Ive had the urge to drink, mostly last night and tonight because its the weekend, but I know that will not help me get the life I want and deserve for myself. Keep doing the right thing friend. Some days the only right thing we do may be not pick up a drink, but that alone makes it a great day. Peace.