failing miserably
I have tried kicking the habit of drinking for about 2 weeks now and I am failing miserably. I just keep going back for the high and keep missing work and hurting loved ones. The woman I wanted to marry has left me, but is still williing to work with me on getting sober I just dont feel like I have the strength in me to be successful. The high is just to much and all I think about every day is drinking and that next fix.