Searching
I have been thinking all day long.
I am very happy at the moment with my life and lot and want or need for nothing.
I am also very grateful for all the things in my life that bring me such happiness.
I was thinking how amazing it was when I was at my lowest that my google search 'I need to stop drinking' brought me here to sober recovery forum. That realisation that I was not the only one that drank in such a way. That others thought in the same way. That people had the same regrets as me and the same hopes for the future.
What would have happened if I had not found here?
There were times when I felt hopeless and scared and coming to SR was a way of dealing with it.
I really do think of you all as my family and I would get incredibly homesick if I did not come here everyday.
My best to each and everyone of you
Xx