Good for you. I met a good friend for lunch today who said they were disappointed that I was 'still going' with this giving up drink thing and said that I was being too hard on myself for the 'stupid things' I have done while I'm drunk. The thing is its 'funny' for others to watch you being a wreck but its you who feels the shame, self loathing and damage from doing it. You have to put yourself first. Your the only one who truely knows whats best for you x