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I was exactly like you, questioned a lot if I was an alcoholic, a binge drinker, alcohol abuser. All the while I kept drinking.
I finally came to a level of personal understanding for me.
Alcohol makes me very unhappy and sometimes it makes people around me who I love unhappy too.
That was enough to seriously examine my drinking.
I have 435 days drink free.
SR is my major source of support.
I come here multiple times a day.
I get home sick if I don't visit my friends here!
Mentally I feel the best I have ever done in years.
There are a lot of lies about alcohol that exist. There can be a lot of pressure to drink from others.
Honestly? Giving up drinking is the best choice I made.
My best to you
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