Thanks toomuchtoolose. You've summed it up perfectly. Well done on being four months sober. It's a great achievement. Yeah I think most people would just look at me as being
a normal drinker who likes having a good night out. I know it is more than that to me and that I drink too much, way too regularly. I felt great relief the few weeks I wasn't drinking and much clearer in my head. I'm looking forward to that feeling returning again.