MLC: One thing emerges from all your posts. That you are very frightened and also quite angry. I can identify with that and I suspect that other on SR can also do that. Most of us have been there in one way or another. We know how hard it is for you and we are trying to help. No one is perfect and sometimes we may not say things which sound too supportive. But we want to help you and we are so sorry that you are feeling so scared. I can't speak for the others but all I wanted to say is that we are concerned and we want to help. We are on your team and we are rooting for you. It won't be easy but if you hang in there the sun will break out for you and you will have more happiness than you ever had. Believe! Just believe! And most important of all, believe in yourself. Your real self!
Every good wish to you MLC. You are in our hearts and prayers.
W.s