Originally Posted by
DaveyT 
An occasional 1 day blip every month is far better than drinking every day.
I don't want this situation to continue of course, the goal is life long abstinence but it's at least not damaging my health as it was.
I went back out many times
but
once I had tasted true sobriety
I just was not a happy drinker anymore
I also would feel sad that I had gotten drunk yet again
there comes a day when we are
sick and tired of being sick and tired of ourselves
keep coming back
and if you would please
start your sober days over again
this I think to be part of the humbling experience we need
onehigherpower