I have a sense of the destruction those primal urges can have. I am in the midst of doing disaster clean-up from my last relapse. Good God! I had no idea I drank so much. Sick, just sick! I am lucky to be alive.
The AV was making some rumblings this morning and finding those empty bottles was enough to cast The Beast back into submission. Drinking is so unbelievable stupid.
Thanks for the support, all!