Day 4 - Friday..the urge to drink is rising!
Hey guys,
I'm on day four and excited about the mental clarity and speed I have been completing personal and work tasks.
On the flip side, the process that usually ends up in me binge drinking and spending all weekend in bed seems to be starting. I have this huge desire to drink tonight, my heart is pounding and my mind is racing. I got some great feedback at work that all went to my head and I also just got paid.
I can't make it to AA tonight because of my friend's 10th wedding anniversary celebration (they have been like parents to me). I have made it clear to the guy that whatever happens I must not drink tonight and I plan to ask someone else to help me tonight.
By posting I hope to get it out and get some encouragement to stay sober...
Johhny