And I should clarify it went as far as him saying "I hope he didn't meet my daugher" that he loved me too much to ever touch another woman's lips like I did to him (??), I mean this went on in great detail. I could tell so many stories but now it all makes sense!
I should also say that horrible last night I saw him before we were supposed to leave on vacation we went to see my friend's band play. I looked at him. He looked scrawny, his nose was running. I pointed it out. Of course, it was allergies! HAHAHA. I also pointed out the fact that he had been losing a ton of weight and lost all his muscle mass (he used to work out all the time and he's turned into a scrawny mess) and the response was a massive outrage....."just because I've been stressed out lately and losing weight, now I'm a drug addict?!"
No honey, your actions, your past, your behavior, etc has nothing to do with it.
Urgh. I saved his last two voicemail messages on my cell phone for reminders. In the past, I'd have deleted them. This time I'm saving. There is one from Saturday night crying and emotional and one less than 12 hours later angry and attacking me like a maniac.
So so thankful he is not here but have to admit am a little nervous about going back home because I do have some of his belongings that he needs back.
Sorry for being all over the place but that's where my mind is. Again, still just content with not being angry anymore.