Day 3
Ok. Day 3 is almost over and I'm still sober. I'm just so depressed. More so than ever. I have to think that all the pain that I numbed with drinking is smack in front if me now and I have to deal with everything. Just so lost on what to start with first. There's so much s*** in my life that needs dealing. My mind doesn't stop racing. I just wish sometimes that I didn't have this disease. I don't have my family's support now when I need them the most. This just sucks.