Originally Posted by
tjp613 
Can't wait to see what's next!!! A hot (and very healthy) romance perhaps???
Oh, that's funny...
I'm not interested in that at all, believe it or not.
It's taken a lot of self examination to get to the point where I am right now. As sick as my AXGF is, I was part of that problem, too. Unwittingly, but still part of the problem. And as well as I've recovered from that whole debacle, I have to admit it did a tremendous amount of damage to me. As much as I'm capable of love and deep caring, at this moment in time, I'm not capable of trust on a romantic level. When I will be again, I don't know. But what I do know is it won't be for some time. Not months. Years.
No, right now, as Commencement approaches, it's important that I'm with the people who matter most to me: friends, family, colleagues, professors. Because they're part of this, too. And I want my band to get on stage again so I can be a rock star for a night or two.
And I just want to sleep for a week...
ZoSo