Hi. I so feel for you and your husband. I know very clear what he is going through and you as well. It's not easy admitting we have a problem. I've been on and off the wagon for twenty years. I have no choice but to stop drinking. I know that I will lose everything I have if I continue down this path. That's why I decided to seek help. I go to a therapist and believe me it helps. It's someone I can talk to. Someone other than my family who right now don't want anything to do with me. AA meetings or NA meetings are a must. You can't do it alone and not work the steps. If you don't work the steps you're in danger of picking up. I know I've been there many times. A sponsor would be great but I think once going to meetings finding one would be easy. I tried for years winging it alone and it didn't help. It's good you're there for him and keep on supporting him. Hope this helps.