Originally Posted by chickonlake

i absolutely agree that i need some one to talk to. i really dont have any friends. not one. the only people in my life are my kids and my mother. she has told me flat out "i dont want to hear it, i told you years ago and you didnt listen,so dont bother crying to me about how hes done you wrong" so i have kept it inside and hidden the pain.till i came to this site. to reply to tuffgirl: it has been about him and his drama for all this time. isnt it supposed to be about me now? about how i get thru this or not get thru this. even if i read about alcoholism, should it mean my feelings should change or the bruises will go away or the other babies wont be his? dib42.currently i dont drive kinda stuck which is why i am here.next month when i am able to drive i will see about that and alanon.