Hypochondriac I haven't drank in five days today. I dont know should I consider it four days or five because the first day I obviously drank in the early hours of the morning.. I normally get the itch to go out and drink after this length of time. The actual thought of a drink is making me sick at the moment. I'm not eating that much of late which is unusual for me as I eat relatively well when I'm not on a binge. I won't be going to the party that's organised tonight I'm actually scared out of my wits end of having to be in a group of people. This is completely opposite to how I normally am. I feel wrecked, depressed, on an edge today. I've burst out in tears today for no reason. Today has been the hardest day for me emotions wise in so many years.
Thanks guys for the advise.