Hello Pedro. Congrats on your sober time. You are doing great. This mood will pass, I promise. You are still in the beginning stages of getting all of this sorted out. There will come that day when everything falls into place and you will start to feel like yourself again. I have experienced the same thing, many times Pedro. All I can say is that it is important to let yourself feel what you feel. You are processing and figuring out what and who you are without alcohol. Keep walking forward Pedro. This too shall pass.