Hi all, end of Day 16. Have had a pretty tough evening and feeling a bit emotional. Just went to take a shower and had a good cry by myself. The day started off pretty good, but then all of a sudden AV showed up and just kept nagging and nagging and nagging. I was so close to caving. I think I finally just became so exhausted from fighting it that I was too tired to even go to liquor store. My husband was in a rotten mood, too, due to work issues so that didn't help. He asked me a couple of times if I was OK, but instead of trying to talk to him about it I just wanted to bite his head off and scream "NO I AM NOT OK and you'll never understand!!!!" Uggghhh, I guess we will have these days, but they are very discouraging and exhausting. Why can't AV just go play in the street and get hit by a car? Will it ever die?
Sorry to be such a bummer, but thanks for letting me vent. I am sure tomorrow will be a better day and it will be Day 18
