I have been sober for 9 weeks on Tuesday. Alcohol is my doc. I have been in and out of AA for a long time but I do feel this time around I have finally accepted i am an alcoholic. I can't get to as many meetings as i would like. Lately the meetings I have been at i have found difficult as some members have been rambling on about rubbish and I have not been relating much to them. But I should say that does not mean I don't want to go to them anymore. I am praying to my hp to understand and practice the concept of 'live and let live' but taught this website would be of use as well