Originally Posted by
ycandi 
yes, but problems in my relationship with a depress person just makes me want 2 be numb to it all.
Numbing it only postpones dealing with it, which you'll have to do anyways, sooner or later.
Glad you're seeking professional help, too. Your kids will be better off if you deal sooner than later. They need you to be strong. Wish I would've quit when my kids were young...
Good luck, ycandi!