seeking advice
Hey new to the site and just looking for some advice on trying to get sober but that's a challenge, here's a condensed story. I began drinking and getting high during my sophomore year in high school going to class messed up or not all and in my spare time I mostly did it out of boredom. It got out of hand to the point I was expelled and put in alternative school where I stayed for two more years until I got my diploma. Now all ive been doing since then is going to my pain in the ass college classes. When im not doing that im probably getting high or on the weekends drinking with friends. It seems like weed is the only thing to do to pass time and liquor has it's uses because it's the only thing that really helps me talk to people I don't know especially girls. I wanna get sober but I feel like I need both of these things just to have any fun or be social because if I am sober (like I am now)I get pissed off or just wanna break any useless object I come across. Any advice is welcomed.