nah, almost hate to tell you this: what you're feeling is just "normal".
and i say that because i've been talking with people for years, and almost everyone says they feel that way for a while.
how's that? you're booooringly normal in your early sobriety!!!
this, i found, was very re-assuring.
hope it works for you that way, too
you people with changing avatars keep throwing me for loops! just when i get used to who's who, "you" disappear and a new one shows up. disconcerting how i connect avatars with people now....but great how the picture of "who" people are changes with the changing expression you choose!