I always say man makes plans and God laughs. Time goes by so fast, wish I could get it back. So much time , money and heart ache, what a waste. Yet I continued on. Opiates and heroin have cost me so much, wive, children and love. I don't love dope at this point I love to hate it. The best time I had was the year plus when I was sober. Things were much easier then. I always wonder how did I get from point a to point b junkie. Heroin does not discriminate.