Day 10 struggling
Ten days sober and still struggling. Coming off year and a half binge with a three bundle a day habit. Had a year plus clean prior. I was going to control it this time, we all know how that works out. I used to be able to bounce back in 3-5 days. How much longer? The mind plays tricks, go get a few bags a feel all better. Do not want to through the time in away. Start thinking why be sober what's the difference, what does it matter? Thanks for listening and the help.