Originally Posted by
fini jkb,
one of the contradictory pulls i experienced was very much the "everything is different" in a not-liking way, not-knowing-what-to -do-with-it and not knowing how to BE with/in everything-is-different...and being very much aware that the reason i quit was because i needed things to be different!
ha; i wanted/needed drastic change and then bitched to myself and others about the change....
just keep going.
YOUR IN MY HEAD
That is how I feel. But as of today I have more time sober than I did before I relapsed so that is great... Early sobriety + lack of cigarettes = MOODY.
Thanks (((Fini)))