Maybe a little AV. I am happier sober than drunk for sure. Just frustrated. I absolutely have no urge to drink. Its kinda like fini said... "everything is different". And Robby it is a matter of personal choices. I have been a drunk incompetant (sp? sorry) idiot who could not make choices for almost 20 years. Now it is hard to be confient in my ability to make choices.... It just takes time to learn a new way of doing things.
And yep Non and Recieved... sometimes just need to vent. It beats telling the people you love..." Get out of my face I cant look at you anymore" Only to change your mind in 24 hours...lol