Having a sponsor can be a bit tricky as its dealing with people. Don't get your sponsor who is just hum and another addict/alcoholic confused with the program, people can confuse me or let me down, the program doesn't.
I was fortunate to find a sponsor that I admire and suits me well. But I had a couple of false starts. Don't use other people in recovery as your reason to pick up. Move on find a new sponsor and work with them to heal.