Just got done reading through this entire thread for the first time. Congratulations! It is very inspiring. I could relate to so many of your experiences, challenges, victories, etc.
I don't know you, and yet I am somehow so very proud of you. : )
You are doing so well in what sounds like a somewhat challenging environment. It is tough when those around us "don't get it". Good for you for sticking with your convictions and continuing to walk your path to a healthier, happier, and more peaceful future.
Although it may not always seem like it, please remember that:
You are not alone, you are doing the right thing, and it is totally worth it!