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Old 04-14-2013, 04:50 PM
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miko67
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Join Date: Jun 2011
Location: far away
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mmhoule, no one in aa wanted to actually end up there. its a hard thing to do. i was exactly the same as you, didnt want to surrender , thought i could go it alkone against the big world of alcohol. but i put y pride to the side a few years ago and got four monthssober after just attending 2 meetings. then went back toi drinking and drugging and basically wasted a year and a half because inside i knew i wanted to stop. so i put my tail between my legs and now im diving into it, its only my life im dealing with here. and i need this. i hope you can do it yourself, but ifnot go see the people in aa they really are a freindly bunch and we all have this stuff in common and its nice not to be alone.
peace
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