Hi sideview! I am also a binge drinker. It wasn't a problem in college, or maybe even for a few years after because I was "young" and "just having fun", "getting rowdy"...whatever you want to call it. Cut to me at age 30 with a child and it's not fun anymore. I tried changing my drink of choice, only drinking on the weekends, only during a full moon etc. Never works for me. Abstinence and this site are helping me feel better everyday. Hope you stick around!