And now, what. I'm some lonely lady who's terrified of talking to people I don't know. What the hell happened to me?!
You're growing. You know how Hunter Thompson ended up - right?
It's going to take time to get the hang of a new way of doing things. When you were a little baby pooping in your diapers you didn't suddenly spring up and start strolling around the house. You tried to stand up and you fell down on your padded butt. You did that over and over and over again.
I think it's great you went with the gals on the ride. You had a good time at the bar and surprise(!) didn't drink. So, our little Gforce is growing up! So cute. Ha!