Thanks, guys. I am still kinda scared to post in the main parts, due to the my past run-ins, even as I was just trying to explain my own path...I think because I had nobody to talk to about it regularly who wasn't somehow attacking it, I gave up wanting to communicate, and gave up trying...
Nice to see everyone here, and thanks for the welcomes. I can't say who it is, but there is one person I am very scared of, here; if he posts, I don't know what I'll do
