Pup, the people on here, this entire forum not just the secular area, are the kindest most supportive large group I have ever seen. I've been here about a month and haven't heard the first cross word or put-down.
The chat meetings are all moderated and there are rules about respect and behavior. You would have to arrange with the moderators to have a time reserved and a moderator reserved.
Give the folks a chance. Go up to the Newcomer to Recovery area and meet some of the people going through what you're going through. I just had a three day relapse last weekend and got the support here and there to stop again.
Welcome to the lifeboat.