I'm reading a book recommended by my therapist called Radical Forgiveness. I haven't gotten far as after I read the first chapter I cried like a baby. Simple concept...I came away recognizing that I deserve to be treated with dignity,love,respect, cared for and that I deserve so much better. It's tough work working on ourselves but I think it's going to be worth it. You deserve so much better also. Hugs and support.