I havent really attempted to contact him. I think i def agree with Memphis about the inhibitions. Its like he just doesnt give a crap. Im not going to bother. No one deserves to be hit. As much as I care about him as a person, I deserve better treatment. I have been a drinker and experimented with crack cocaine.. I have NEVER EVER hurt someone else. Only myself. If he is serious about the quitting drinking then I will go around him. If he is not im walking. Im not reaching out to him anymore either. I pray that he is not abusing and it was just a freak accident. Getting rid of one addict for another is not something I need in my life right now.