Dear Gollum,
Thanks for support. I read your threads. That's heart breaking.... I hope that u are feeling more peaceful now. I hope that u sort out your solution... I know what you meant. As u said, everybody said that my life could only be better without him and his addiction. I just need to deal with my emotion now.
I am so sad about the fact that he hurt me. The last words he said to me is 'darling u have issue! U need help!!!' Seriously?! All just my fault and not his addiction? But true... I'm seeking help... I have issue after the trauma
Hugs