Originally Posted by
dandylion 
In addition to alanon (yea), the help of a good therapist might be invaluable, right now. Especially, since you seem willing and motivated to look closely as yourself!!
very sincerely, dandylion
Go Wisconsin!
I probably could take my mother's inventory, and apply it to me!!! But I can't blame anybody, especially thinking and acting this way for so many years, especially in recovery.