Well its been one week since i through my heroin addict boyfriend out.
Well today it has been a week since i through my ha bf out and its been such a tuff week. On wednesday he had to go the clinic to get his new meth script i asked if he would like me to go with him and at first he said yes but i could c in his eyes he didnt care weather i went with him or not he just said he will only get put up a few mil on meth and and he wont change over night so i decided not to go and have no contact with him its abit hard when we have a 8 month old daughter together. Anyway since wednesday we have had no contact what so ever in away this makes me angry but in another way i dont want to here from him becasuse im scared of him phoneing becasue soon as i here his voice ill want to crumble but i have gone to far to let him back last night was hard i really strugled but woke up this morning and felt brand new but i know he will phone eventully and i just dont no how to play this im really missing him x x x
