The Will To Drink
My bipolar AW of 26 years continues to amaze me at how much effort she will put into obtaining alcohol. We live in the country. 6 miles to the closest store. We were supposed to have a family Easter get together but the kids refused to come home because she is on a 4 week long binge. I got fed up today and before I left to go spend the day with the kids I disabled the cars. She has the keys hidden for her car so I let all the air out of 2 tires. Didn't stop her. When I got home I discovered she had driven on the flat tires till they were completely ruined. She had to have a tow truck bring the car home. I was mad so I left for the evening. Coming home I discovered that she had a taxi bringing her home from a booze run. Well at least this way she won't kill someone innocent. If she would put half the effort into taking care of herself that she puts into drinking she would be cured.
Tommorow I am calling the lawyer to setup an appointment. The divorce can't come soon enough.