Right now my plan is to not drink at all. Right now I don't believe I can moderate my drinking and I don't know how or if I will ever get to the point that I can. I believe there is a possibility that some time in the future I will get to a point in my life where I do think I can moderate, but I don't know as of now what that will feel like. I will have to be 100% certain that it's the case and I'm perfectly comfortable with the thought of never drinking again if that's what happens. I see it as a much better alternative than risking a slide back to the way I've been the last few years. However, I'm not convinced that it's impossible for me to get to that point where I know I can safely moderate my drinking.