Thanks for the update Marshmallow.
When this current crisis unfolds...Life will continue on...for good or bad, for better or worse...and we are all called to do the best we can. It helps to have people that have been through similar situations, that care to be there in whatever way is possible. That is the great thing about the Sober Recovery Community...it is always here, with people that care to offer support.
Your current crisis actually helps me to reaffirm my commitment to remain free from the insanity of using addictive substances, and the ensuing mayhem it always causes.