As you can see, there are people here that will give you encouragement and call it like we see it. You have the final determination of what your decisions will be, and your decisions will be respected.
I hope your husband comes out of this with a resolve to get FREE from the addiction. We will help if he is open to communication.
Be strong, take courage, and walk upright...for you and your husband. No one promised Life would be easy. None of us signed up for this...but we are called to live this life out, as long as we are here. God Bless.