Crying in party; crying in church
Last evening, I cried... In a party at the highest bar in the world.
The party was packed; my soul was empty... I miss him; part of him (when he's not drunk and not canceling me for the drunkie frens). Bumped into 2 guys who had been chasing me for years. They asked if I was ok as I looked sad... I couldn't event talk. Once I moved my lips, the tear just came out.
This morning, I cried... In a church for Easter assembly.
The hall was spacious; my soul was empty but filled up with memories about these drunk & drug scenes...
The music's on... And my tear started running out... There were too many sad wordings in the lyric...
What to do...
I miss him while everyone around me said its not possible
I feel that I love him while everybody around me asked how could I love someone who doesn't care about me...