RJodie..my heart aches reading that last quote from u....I want u to know its not these guys discarding u or losing interest!!! Its simply them putting their priorities in the WRONG order!!! They know ur too good for them....my bf says that a lot...they know they don't deserve u and finally....they HATE themselves to the core...Ipromise it is not u and u can do this!! Uve proven that....my adbf mom told me let go let God!