The one thing I never regretted was that I was never unkind to her.
Of what possible use would it be for me to regurgitate a running
inventory of all she had lost.....her family,home,security,future,life?
She was WELL AWARE of the gravity of the situation....that's why
she used.
To escape the horror.
(Hence going deeper into it.)
But she was aware.Excruciatingly aware.