( dear Ann )
Thanks so much. I'm alright today. Finally got out of my home. Had breakfast with fren. Now going to gym it was raining a bit at noon, now its sunny again. And summer is here now. I think it's good sign.
And another good thing is that he's moving to Canada on Tue. U are right, I'm lucky that this **** happened before I move to there with him. I have nobody there and no one could help if sth bad happens.