Hello I am new here I have a husband that is a
Functioning alcoholic and uses cocaine when drinking.
I have separated moved out and to the point where I filed a divorce. For 15 years on and on we have gone through issues because of his drinking he has been in a roll over and several fights with people he parties with. He has been unfaithful and now after 6 months of no drinking he is back to the same thing goes to work comes home irradiated picking at everything . When Friday comes along he is gone till maybe 5 a.m comes home Turning on lights, tv, making racket. I work go to school and care for my children (2). I have considered going on with divorce but feel he may get worse, he says "I keep him alive" but I am worn out. But when we have separated he stops everything. I need guidance cause I have prayed and leave and he sucks me back in.