lizatola

Yes!! I saved all his emails full of remorse....only time will tell. All I know is that I'm tired of his ups and downs and each time he decries: I'm changing and I'm willing, it's going to take more time for me to come around, if at all. There may just be too much water under the bridge at this point. I may be able to forgive but my anger may be too deep and honestly, I feel that it's justifiable anger and that it has a purpose in my life right now. I am not an angry person at heart, but I know that all our dysfunction has created anger that is unhealthy and needs to be dealt with. Not sure I can deal with it when the thing I'm angry at the most is constantly in my face every day, LOL!