Thanks Shine,
I am definitely focusing on myself. I have been doing so for the past 3 months wherein I had not heard from her. It was seeing her again and spending some time together the day of her leaving was so nice but it revived all those emotions! This is what makes her being away again so tough. It was almost easier when we decided to take a break but after our time together her being away now is much tougher.
I will check out some meetings again. I have been to several before that were very helpful.
Appreciate the reply..