Carl. Thanks again. I tried to quote you but not sure how on Iphone? I think Id jump into rehab lol (almost a holiday compared to the hectic pace here- joking!) but feel I can't atm. My anxiety makes me think this is worse than it is and my denial and optimism makes me think it's better... How much did you drink prior to quitting? Regardless- well done. And thank you for helping some random online stranger feel ok. It absolutely means more than you know.
I wish SR had a phone buddy system lol; as I would totally be able to bore someone to tears with my woe is me story atm. Prb good they don't! But I need a cyber hug from anyone reading to lift this driven despair. Dee was right... Moderation + Alcoholic = Not a good mix x